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    迷失

                                                     站在空旷之间

                                                                     渐渐迷失了自己

     

     站在空旷之间,找不到出口的方向

    风叫嚣着呼啸而过

    它有着那样桀骜不驯的脸孔

    长发在空中舞着凌乱的步

    勾画出一个个空虚填充的圆

     

    听到寂寞

    暗暗涌动

     

    匆忙的行人都有着模糊而陌生的面孔

    他们享受着我不懂的快乐

    暴戾的阳光将脆弱的肌肤寸寸撕裂

    缓慢延伸的伤痕是陌路的旅人

    不知道来的方向和回家的路

     

    在黑暗中抱紧自己

    感觉不到温暖

    手却已环成了一个无法挽回的寂寞的姿势

    亲爱,我是如此害怕寒冷的孩

    我的家,那里是否有温暖的笑容和烛光

     

    早晨起来时,头发凌乱纠缠

    我用力扯开它们,疼痛咬唇

    冷笑,你们究竟想束缚住什么

    又有什么是能被束缚住的,我不知道

     

    对着镜中的自己,练习微笑

    我试图对她灿烂地笑

    然后可以告诉她,在她耳边轻轻道

    我说,你看,还有人对你微笑,所以要勇敢

     

    然后发现镜中的女孩已微红了眼

    我看她咬住唇用力哭

    眼泪划破了指尖

    用力闭上眼,再睁开

    模糊的眼依旧看不清自己血液的颜色

     

    (站在红绿灯的十字街口,这里的红绿灯时间很久。周围充斥着男人粗鲁的咒骂,女人刺鼻的劣质香水,小孩的吵闹声,监管尖利的口哨,还有公交身后膨胀巨大的黑色尾巴。突然感到迷茫。

       眼睛疼痛模糊。我想象着自己突然间倒下去,周围都是混乱的尖叫。伸手向阳光,似乎真的握住了什么)

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